Cannot trust anyone.

I actually have no one anymore.

Really considering doing something bad :/

Cbf with anything anymore. Can’t stand this feeling!

It Kills me when we argue… You think I’m not happy! I am happy! But tonight has made me really realise that loosing you would definitely be the worst thing in the world! I’m sorry for not making you happy! I really am! I never do anything right and don’t understand why you’re with me! My heart feels like its been broken :/ I really do love you but if I can’t make you happy, we shouldn’t be together. I’d never end things with you though! I need to go for a walk. Out my window I go!

My.heart.has.sank.

That shit feeling all comes back to me all to soon.